My mother is a drug addict. She always has been. Sometimes it fucking sucks. For instance when you have to say no to sending her money because you don’t want her to buy more coke. Or the fact that i have to talk her down off the cliff. I have spent my whole life taking care of my mother when she should have been taking care of me. Sometimes i hate her so much i wanna cry and scream but i can’t because i don’t wanna be the reason she relapses. I just don’t wanna do it anymore. I want a mother, not a kid. I want her to be okay. I want to be okay.
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